Finding the right pillow

Hi there Fellow Pain Sufferers,

I acknowledge that it’s been a while since the first post – I have just been through a rough episode of headaches when I tried to find a new pillow. The old one is wearing out from several years of compression. It was never going to be a long-term solution anyway. I had reversed an egg-foam contoured pillow as I found the foam on the underside to be softer and less dense. However that pillow manufacturer no longer makes that  pillow as it prefers, naturally enough, to make a pillow from sturdier, longer-lasting foam.

It’s difficult to explain to people selling bedding what I need in a pillow.

Yes, foam is good.

No, not memory foam (which feels like it is  moulding tightly around my head).

Yes, soft.

No, some soft ones can compact into a hard brick under my head.

Yes, it needs to be low as otherwise it can feel like my neck is being stretched higher than it wants to go.

No, some low ones are still too high.

And it all depends on the surface of the bed I’m lying on – if the bed is too soft that is enough to make some low pillows seem too high and my neck feels under pressure again.

If it all sounds as if I’m being too fussy it only takes a short time lying on the wrong type of pillow before I wake up in trouble. Both my eyes become bloodshot and narrowed. I am going to need some serious medication to recover.  It isn’t a normal case of needing to take a week or so to adjust  to a new pillow. If it causes my head to feel rigidly compressed  then I will never adjust to it. I don’t know whether it’s the nerves, the blood vessels, the muscles- something feels like it is being pressured – all I know is that I have got to get off that particular pillow.

Needless to say I have a huge collection of pillows for visitors.

Last week I got pretty desperate for the umpteenth time when I had very carefully worked out with a chiropractor what would be the next most suitable trial – only to wake up in a very short time with the kind of glittering headache that a migraine tablet alone can deal with. In desperation I cut up some foam and combined it with a low feather pillow, I tried a child’s first pillow, I cut foam off a homeless person’s bed (only a tiny amount!) in case it was of a less-dense variety, I googled other people’s solutions for pillows which support the head but do not trigger headaches …

Eventually I looked back at a pillow I had as a teenager which I had saved for just such an occasion. I googled the words on the label and eventually tracked down a manufacturer in the U.S. (I live in Australia) and arranged through Amazon to order that type. It arrived a few days ago and I am fine. When I awoke later during the night without head pain I felt a deep level of relief which has lasted for a number of days.

my old disgusting pillow

This information may be totally useless to you as I realise that my head is extra-sensitive – I never lie on my left side even when I have a suitable pillow as it stirs up a headache on the left. And I never attempt lying down unless I have taken pain medication for the nervous system. Consequently I sleep on my back or on my right hand side and I don’t take naps or lie on a lounge during the day.

For the record the pillow is a Dupont Dacron II Polyester Hollofill. **  If you have found a pillow that works for you, stick with it. If you need a new pillow in the future and you were not satisfied with your old one then you might consider this pillow. I would only write this blog if I thought that some of my ways of alleviating pain were transferable to others who suffer with chronic pain. If the diagnosis ( I am referring to chronic myofascial pain with a component of nerve disturbance) is correct then there have to be common physiological changes that can be addressed in the similar ways.

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